I fell in love with being defiant.

|| Fuck I'm sick. Went to the walk in clinic today and found out I have sinusitis, which sounds fancier than sinus infection.

|| I updated The Florid Florist on Tuesday? I think it was Tuesday. The next segment is not coming along at all. I can't quite get the characters to say what I want. Well, mostly it's Harvey. Harvey you bastard.

|| I'm probably going to end up going with Dad to pick out a headstone tomorrow. This is something I am not looking forward to at all. Even though it's been three months since my mom died I haven't been to the grave once since the funeral. I feel bad about it but just the idea of it makes me want to burst in to tears.

Still, I guess I should man up and just do it. I also wanted to get some bulbs planted since our cemetery lets you plant flowers at the grave sites but I'm unsure now if it's too late in the year or not. I messaged Sabrina (My friend studying Botany) but she's notoriously bad at responding to messages so who knows when I'll get a reply. I was thinking Daffodils and other Narcissus plants.

|| I got The Sims Pets a couple of days ago. The pets are so cute, omg. I haven't had much time to play it yet but it sure looks pretty, lol.

Edit OMG I THINK MY EX IS FLIRTING WITH ME OVER FACEBOOK. WHAT DO I DO?!?!?!

// Having to type this up on my mom's laptop because mine finally crashed it's last crash.

// Luckily I backup all my shit two days ago cause my laptop was being super glitchy and I was afraid this might happen.

// However I already bought a new one! 320GB hard driver, Intel-Pentium Dual Core P2600 processor, 4GB ram. And it was only $430 on sale, yay! My mom bought it for me cause she's still feeling bad I won't get to go to Japan, plus she recognizes that it is vital for school. I pick it up at the store tomorrow, yay!

// Moving everything will be such a pain. I may have to redownload some programs too.

// I'm sure I lost some things but I probably won't know what for awhile, haha.

// How am I going to move my Sims 3 stuff? Hmmm.