straightrhodes: (Get Off My Lawn!)
It's officially Oct. 25. WTF? Where did October go? Crap, crap, crap. I haven't even done the decorations for Halloween yet, usually I have a bunch up. Not to mention I haven't even started on my fic for the KHR Halloween exchange. Fuck! And SugoiCon is in less than two weeks! I need to finish my costume, and look around at hotels since the convention one is booked up. Plus with November comes a lot of work for my classes. Nooooo! I'm never taking so many paper writing centric classes again!

Also: People call and ask me to babysit, cause I am BROKE! I'm not gonna be able to buy much at the convention, *sniff*

Also II: I know I promised to have my Chrome FST up but iTunes is being a little bitch.

My life is getting away from me. I need to clean my room. (That always makes me feel better)
straightrhodes: (Japan)

So the little bit of cleaning I was doing a couple of nights ago to get over insomnia, yeah, that's turned into a full blown reorganize my entire room project. Once I reorganized one thing in my room I felt like I had to do everything. Well, it needed to be done.

The good news is that in doing this I found the three charms I bought on my trip to Japan I took last summer. I had been so afraid I'd lost them but I found them in one of my purses I hadn't used in a while. Yay! One's a charm to help my studying, the other is a charm to prevent mental sickness (The monk told me that meant psych disabilities like depression and anxiety and my OCD), and the last is just for good luck.

straightrhodes: (Bleach_nel)

I can't sleep, and since I have to get up in three and a half hours now anyway, I kinda feel like there's no longer a point in trying.

So I'll do what I always do when I can't sleep, I'll clean my room.

My room only ever has two modes, either A) really messy, or B) really clean. There is no halfway point with me. Also, generally the worse I'm feeling, the cleaner my room. When I'm really having a breakdown I alphabetize everything and organize the clothes in my closest by type and color (and I have a lot of clothing).

The more out of control I personally feel the more I try to control my surroundings.

Or so I've been told by my psychologist mother.

Let me tell you growing up with a woman who would call every bit of teenage rebellion by me Oppositional-Defiant Disorder wasn't always fun.

Right now that I'm feeling pretty good about myself, so mostly I'll just be putting things back where they belong and hanging my clean laundry.

EDIT: I totally lied. I've spent the last hour and a half cleaning out my closest of old clothes and completely reorganizing my bookcase. I've actually made more of a mess in my room. *dies*

Incidentally, I own a ton of school supplies. This is what comes of working in an office supply store for over a year. At least I'll never need to buy notebooks or pens again.

straightrhodes: (Lambo)
I'm currently trying to work on about five different stories at once, it's not working out. I suck. My attention span has gone to crap lately. I can't focus on anything, except cleaning.

Clearly I need to start taking my meds again, everytime I try to write I get disctracted by something I need to organize or alphabetize.

Now for some good and bad news.

Good news: I'm going to see Ingrid Michaelson in concert tomorrow with Laurel.
Bad news: It's been raining for three days, my hair is huge.


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